leadership

We don't live in a perfect world.

Learn to live with imperfect situations, unresolved issues and unfulfilled expectations

without losing your great spirit.

There's always something that isn't like you want it.Get happy in spite of this.As you

deal with it stay happy, not upset.

If the unresolved problem gets you, then it's won.

Stay on top even when its trying to get you down and you'll win.

This is Christianity at its best.

Staying up in a down situation.

That's leadership.

Jesus holder of my deepest desire

i wanted to never write in this blog again.. heh but i suddenly felt like sayin all tat has happened to me lately.

Past 3 weeks hav been super tough. Frm e battalion exercise where i walked 13km wth a load of about 25 kg on my bag. ( e bad thing about bein a medic is ive to always walk wth my bag even if e others dun hav to.) Anw tat was fine.. heh den there was these 2 guys who came back frm detention barricks for theft. They stole fmr my platoon mate n nw my platoon's bein dragged down by them n gettin bad again. This week was horrendus.. cldnt slp properly cos we'll keep gettin turned out jus to check for a missin nvg.(night vision goggles) which cost about 10000 bucks. heh

but u noe wad? one thing bein in revival nation has changed me is tat not to look at e probs n mourn( i realise i kept complainin to ppl last time.. heh) but stay strong n praise God for it. n all e more nw when my resolve is bein tested i feel a thirst n desire for God.

Been readin Good mornin Holy Spirit.. been teachin it to my cell e last couple of weeks. I really want a communion wth e Holy Spirit. If anything can make me strong its e Holy Spirit.

Jesus im so in love wth You
Nothin else but Your love will do..

Mon

jus woke up.. feels so gd to b at home on a mon morn instead of bein in camp. heh wad a day yest. Worship was bad man. feel like it cld hav been so much more. I noe e rest wld say tat there was a presence of God but den i didnt think it was enough.

To me every session of worship led shld led us to a presence of God so strong it leaves us in awe. But den again, yest when i was leadin i suddenly got attacked by a wave of headache n tiredness. Which is strange considerin ive never really felt like tat b4. But wad do u expect considerin im in a church experiencin revival. heh..

it suddenly hit me this morn e moment i woke up. My very first thot was RN ppl. haha honestly apeakin, ive never felt so easy to love every church member b4. I used to b a person tat can find fault wth anything in anyone. hahah

God ans my prayers u noe. heh im finally able to rem my dreams again. but they're complicated nw. so im off to write it down nw.. :D

RN's super cool! haha

today's service was really funny.. haha bro sean gave a testi about how he got silver for his ippt test n so did i recently. e BIG diff is tat he never trained for a yr while ive been trainin like mad for e past 4 months. haha so u can tell how weak i m. N he was sharin about him runnin his 2.4km n i started rem how i run mine. My runnin route has e road sign one way. haha n tat always reminds me of e song One Way n ill start praisin God wth tat song n ill soon get so absorbed wth singin tat i forget im tired.

e best part today was e new thing daryl introed into RN too. Sayin e verse b4 sayin yes. E first cell meetin he shared tat he hoped it wld b instilled in RN one day n it happened today. haha sooo cool.

Comin to church is soo fun nw. It always encourages me no matter how tired i m.
:) i love RN. My prayer is tat ill really have e church's vision in my heart n tatill always stay close wth God so tat i can fulfil everything tat God desires. :)

Love FOr God

Yest my church showed e film Passion of Christ.. wow.. first time i watched. Amazing considering how ive not been 18 for so long. haha
but wow.. things r nw in a diff light once i see it on flim rather den read it in e bible. I once teared when i read about it in e bible but this made more impact man.

Anw after e film, a few of us prayed n of cos again there was manifestations. haha.. its become a norm already. But somehow i felt like last week's one was so gd.. Like e manifestations broke free of alot of things tat were in us or e church. I felt this deep deep love for Him growing after it. I mean.. ive always had a passion for God which has been growin but i felt like it is nw on a diff level. Woww... i LOVE Jesus so much. haha i jus wrote my vision n goals for my future cell. Really gonna start frm scrap n go n evangelise n win souls but im confident God will be there wth me all e way.

oh.... n i love my church ppl soooo much nw!!! hahaha i think they're all super cool. Frm pastor all e way down. They all hav passion for God n for one another. Love them... They all hav character n of cos as e bible says: endurance breeds character which is e assurance of our salvation. So these ppl hav endured much. (believe me.. they def hav) n their assurance is gauranteed. :D they're such an inspiration.

Today Joann n Jas wemt to kk hospital to pray n share e gospel wth e sick. I sooooo wanted to go. Sadly got miscom n when they told me i had sth else to do. Oh man.. oh well.. next time.
:)

I feel really happy.. haha k.. i think ive not been manifestin cos i might b controllin.. hmmm

Nights Out

Whew.. nearly didnt hav nights out otherwise wldnt be able to come home to relax. Some dumb fella stole another guy's hp n wallet in my platoon today. Def an inside job n act its pretty obvious who it is but too bad no evidence.

Last 2 weeks been strange.. Ive had so many dreams of yfers. N they're not yfers tat i used to talk to even. I had a dream of lyn tho. haha think i said sth like she's so adorable like a baby. (she's prob grown bigger anw) yep.. anw i dun miss yf like i used to for a long time so its really strange tat i start dreamin of it. Tryin to take note of wad i did in e dream rather den e ppl cos i think tats wad God's message.

Yepz..

Healed!

wow.. my grandma DID get her healin.. was so cool. E whole session was breath takin. Benny Hinn's super anointed. Once he worshiped n soaked e presence of God he started to glow. haha n all he had to do was swing his hand at a sectoin of e indoor stadium n they'll all b slain or cryin. Was super amazin.

Kept prayin for my grandma n luckily she got healed. She's so cool, jus so willin to believe in Jesus n to love Him. Tat brought tears to my eyes n i started to hold her n pray for her but at first she didnt receive healin in e service. I was so dissappointed but went to call a ministry worker to pray for her n one came. It was then tat my grandma started to regain her sight n was able to see how many fingers my mum put up. Praise God!!! :D

My church friends r amazin.. Pastor, Sis Von n Su gave up their place in e queue for my parents n Grandma. Tat in itself blessed my grandma more den wad i believe we humans can imagine in our own human minds.

My grandma's super excited about goin to church nw.. haha ill try to get her to go to one. Hopefully CHC. Funny thing was somehow altho she didnt get healin immediately i had this thot tat it doesnt matter cos her faith will gain her e salvation n favor of God. :D